Category Archives: Blogging

Getting back on the horse?

I don’t spend much time here anymore. I just don’t have the time. I tweet. I use Facebook a little. I found that I used this space to vent, mostly, which kept my blood pressure at record highs.

With work, volunteer mediation, three kids, church responsibilities, and completing my masters thesis, blogging is simply the last thing on my mind.

I need to find a more creative way to use this space…

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Posted by on November 17, 2013 in Blogging


Small Blogs vs Big Blogs

I’ve been bloging since 2007. I’ve never had a large number if readers and I’m okay with that. I rant. I post odd things. I don’t post for months at a time. I haven’t devoted the time to make this blog big and I’m okay with that. Hopefully the readers that I do have find some value in what’s written here and that’s why they return. “Wither the Blogosphere?”

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Posted by on April 30, 2013 in Blogging


More Sunday Reading

More Sunday reading, thus time from Sebastian.

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Posted by on January 6, 2013 in Blogging, Guns, People


Say Uncle

I read Say Uncle every day because his posts are short, sweet, and to the point. This post, however, is a touch longer. In it, he sounds off on some of the annoying parts of the gunny internet world. I’ve only been “in the game” for a few years now and I have to say that I agree with what he is saying here. Go. Read. Enjoy.

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Posted by on November 20, 2011 in Blogging, Guns, People


Test Post

I thought that I’d give Windows Live Writer a trial run.  It’s a neat interface if I don’t want to use the WordPress writer.  As you can see, I don’t blog much any more.  The reasons are varied and less important.  Primarily, I don’t have time and there’s not a whole lot interesting that I want to share.  This blog has been involved with Politics and Firearms, primarily.  With my work schedule, I don’t have a lot of time to sit and write and when I do, I’m usually tired and just want to go to bed.  I’m considering turning My Constructed Reality into a place to relay information on what I’m reading about.  Lately, that’s been a lot of tech stuff.  So you’ll just have to wait and see.  I do have to warn you, however – I’ve become a little bit of a Microsoft whore so watch out.  I’ll explain that in another post.

I’m in the middle of a Graduate School application for the Communication and Leadership program at Gonzaga University.  I’m also in the beginning stages of an application for the Conflict Resolution Graduate Certificate program at the University of Utah.  Hopefully good things will come of those. 

D will be four in May and W is already 8 months.  My little family is growing so rapidly, I can hardly believe it.  Tammy is still the most beautiful woman on the planet. 

More later.

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Posted by on March 13, 2011 in Blogging


It’s Been…

Exactly one month since I last posted on this site.  Why, you might ask?  Well, I got a little burned out.  And I haven’t really been in the mood to write.  I felt that everything that I wanted to rant/write about had been said.  Just thought I’d check in with my small following of readers.

Until next time…

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Posted by on February 13, 2011 in Blogging


Where I’ve Been

I’ve been around, I just haven’t been here.  Working a swing shift with out access to a computer gives me pretty much zero time to blog.  With the boys, mornings are all filled up.

This blog used to be a place where I could vent my concerns with politics and pretty much anything else that had caught my attention.  After a while that became draining and I didn’t want to exert my energies raging about the latest thing that Dear Leader and his minions have done that annoy me.

Surprisingly, working in a therapeutic environment with teenagers has taught me some things and made me ask myself some questions.  As this blog is proof, when I hear a piece of news that I don’t agree with I tend to get upset and rant a little.  As time went by I found that I was getting more and more angry.  The question became, why am I getting angry?  Anger is a secondary emotion, a way to cover for something else that is going on.  The question is, why was I choosing to react through anger to said news (politicians actions mostly)?  The answer varied with each new question and won’t be shared here.

Hopefully I’m back now and this blog will go back to what I loved about it before – writing intelligently about politics, firearms, family, religion, and so on.

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Posted by on September 11, 2010 in Blogging, Life


Not Been Around

So as you’ve probably noticed, I haven’t been around much.  Working 2:30 – 11pm has put me out of touch with most of the world and gives me zero time to search the world wide intertubes for blog fodder.  My life has been consumed by teenagers in rehab and a pregnant wife who is 36 weeks along.

Blogging?  What’s that?  Current affairs?  Oil is still leaking into the gulf and the government won’t allow a legitimate clean up to happen.  Our president gave a speech that, if given by president (R), would have been called the most racist speech since the Civil War.  Yet, he gets a pass from the press because he’s considering giving them a bailout.  American Pravda.  Awesome.

Utah Republicans selected a US Senate candidate who’s loonier than the Mad Hatter and because he’s Senate Candidate (R) he’ll win in November.  Harry Reid is likely to lose in November which means that if Republicans don’t take the Senate we’ll get Senate Majority Leader Chuck Shumer.  Yeah, that will be nice.

The further I step away from politics the better I see how broken the system is.  No, let me rephrase.  The further I step away from politics the better I see how the system is being abused.  Stewart Udall once said: We have, I fear, confused power with greatness.  We can see that in our Dear Leader.  The presidency is powerful, but the president is not a great man.

I’m reminded of the king-men in the Book of Mormon, who wanted to destroy the Nephite form of government (they had Judges) and establish a king (see Alma 51).  Hopefully Americans are seeing that a president can’t fix all of their problems – they must do it themselves in cooperation with their neighborhoods and communities.  More government is not the answer.  Oh well, toward Europe we go unless the tide can be turned.

Sorry if this sounds a little depressing.  It’s not meant to be.  I’m in a perfectly amiable mood.


Posted by on July 2, 2010 in Blogging


Attribution in the Internet Age

I received an email this morning containing a message titled The Gun is Civilization attributed to a Major L. Caudill USMC (Ret).  I immediately recognized both the title and the supposed author.

You see, Marko Kloos, of munchkin wrangler fame, is the actual author of The Gun is Civilization.  Here is the 2007 original post.  In 2009, after having been circulated on the internet attributed to this Maj. L. Caudill, it was published by Ted Nugent in his book Ted, White and Blue.  Thankfully, Ted made things right with Marko later that year.

The point is, boys and girls, in the age of the internets, viral emails should be researched before being forwarded.

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Posted by on May 7, 2010 in Blogging, Guns, People


The Walther P99

For some reason my site gets a lot of traffic for the Walther P99.  Bummin’ around the internet I stumbled across something interesting.  A polish company – FB Radom – manufactures the P99 under license from Walther.  Radom also makes what they call a Rad variant if the pistol.

The Rad differs from the regular P99 because it has more aggressive cocking serrations, extended ambidextrous magazine release, a redesigned ambidextrous slide release, an improved, textured grip surface, a 1913 style rail and a Glockesque trigger safety.

Why Walther hasn’t adopted these improvements is beyond me.  It seems that the P99 never really caught on here in the US, but that could be simply because it wasn’t the first wildly successful plastic pistol (like Glock) nor did it have a TON of money dumped into its marketing (ala Springfield’s XD).

Still people seem to enjoy their P99’s.  My uncle absolutely loves his.


Posted by on April 25, 2010 in Blogging, Guns


On the List

Steve at The Firearms Blog has written an article for Guns America’s Magazine about the gun blogosphere.  In it he lists the 20 most influential gun bloggers out there right now.  No, I’m not on that list.  Steve did, however, list more blogs at the end of the article and I was included in that list!  What an honor.

*Update: the link on the page is to my old Blogger page, which no longer exists.  Oh well, I’m still on the list!!!!

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Posted by on March 26, 2010 in Blogging


Liberal/Fringe Element

So I was thumbing through my stats just now and found a blog that had referred a visitor to me.  The blog is called Mormon Blogosphere.  I was intrigued so I went for a little looksee and found myself under the Liberal/Fringe Elements.

This appears to be the brain child of Frank Bruno, a member of the LDS Church who is taking Elder M. Russell Ballard’s admonition to “further the work of the Lord by joining the ongoing conversation about the Church” online very seriously.  It appears to have begun as one large aggregate blog and has now expanded into several.

Back to this Liberal/Fringe Element thing.  Though I consider myself conservative, my views may appear to some as liberal/fringe.  I’m okay with that.  The Prophet Joseph was considered a liberal/fringe thinker for his day.

Now, before some of you scream heresy, hear me out.  Look at just a few things that were revealed in the latter-days via the Prophet:

  • The Book of Mormon
  • God the Father and Jesus Christ are two, separate beings.  “… I saw a pillar of light exactly over my head, above the brightness of the sun, which descended gradually until it fell upon me….  When the light rested upon meI saw two Personages, whose brightness and glory defy all description, standing above me in the air.  One of them spake unto me, calling me by name and said, pointing to the other – This is My Beloved Son. Hear Him. (JS-History 1:16-17)
  • “The Father has a body of flesh and bones as tangible as man’s; the son also….” (D&C 130:22)
  • There are three kingdoms or degrees in heaven. (D&C 76)
  • The ordinances of Baptism for the Dead and the sealing of families together through the authority of the Holy Melchizedek Priesthood. (D&C 128)
  • Man has the potential to become like God (King Follett Discourse):

In the first place, I wish to go back to the beginning–to the Creation. That is the starting point if we are to be fully acquainted with the mind, the purposes, and the decrees of the great Elohim who sits in yonder heavens. We must have an understanding of God himself in the beginning. If we start right, it is easy to go right all the time; but if we start wrong, it is a hard matter to get right.

There are very few beings in the world who understand rightly the character of God. They do not comprehend that which is past or that which is to come; and consequently they know but little above the brute beast. If a man learns nothing more than to eat, drink, and sleep and does not comprehend any of the designs of God, he is equal only to the beast, who comprehends the same things: it eats, drinks, sleeps, and knows nothing more; yet it knows as much as we, unless we are able to comprehend by the inspiration of Almighty God.

I want to go back to the beginning and so lift your minds into a loftier sphere, a more exalted understanding than what the human mind generally understands. I want to ask this congregation, every man, woman and child, to answer the question in his own heart what kind of a being God is. What kind of a being is God? Does any man or woman know? Have any of you seen him, heard him, communed with him? Here is the question, perhaps, that will from this time forth occupy your attention. The apostle [John] says, “This is life eternal”–to know God and Jesus Christ, whom he has sent. If any man, not knowing what kind of a being God is, inquires to know if the declaration of the apostle is true–and searches diligently his own heart–he will admit that he has not eternal life; for there can be no eternal life on any other principle.

My first object is to find out the character of the only wise and true God, and if I should be the man to comprehend him and to explain or convey his principles to your hearts so that the spirit seals it upon you, let every man and woman henceforth put his hand on his mouth and never say anything against the man of God again. But if I fail, it becomes my duty to renounce all my pretensions to revelations and inspirations. And if all [religious teachers] pretend to know God, they will be as bad off as I am, at any rate. There is not a man but who would breathe out an anathema if he knew I was a false prophet….But if any man is authorized to take away my life because he says I am a false teacher, then upon the same principle I am authorized to take away the life of every false teacher, and where would be the end of blood? And who would not be the sufferer? But no man is authorized to take away life because of a difference of religion, which all laws and governments ought to tolerate, right or wrong….

I want you all to know God, to be familiar with him. And if I can bring you to him, all persecutions against me will cease; you will know that I am his servant, for I speak as one having authority. What sort of a being was God in the beginning? Open your ears and hear all ye ends of the earth; for I am going to prove it to you by the Bible, and I am going to tell you the designs of God for the human race and why he interferes with the affairs of man.

First, God himself, who sits enthroned in yonder heaven, is a man like one of you. That is the great secret. If the veil were rent today and you were to see the great God who holds this world in its orbit and upholds all things by his power, you would see him in the image and very form of a man; for Adam was created in the very fashion and image of God. He received instruction from and walked, talked, and conversed with him as one man talks and communes with another.

… In order to understand the subject of the dead for the consolation of those who mourn for the loss of their friends, it is necessary they should understand the character and being of God; for I am going to tell you how God came to be God. We have imagined that God was God from all eternity. [That he was not is an idea] incomprehensible to some. But it is the simple and first principle of the gospel-to know for a certainty the character of God, that we may converse with him as one man with another….

Thus you learn some of the first principles of the gospel, about which so much hath been said. When you climb a ladder, you must begin at the bottom and go on until you learn the last principle; it will be a great while before you have learned the last. It is not all to be comprehended in this world; it is a great thing to learn salvation beyond the grave. I suppose I am not allowed to go into an investigation of anything that is not contained in the Bible. And I think there are many “wise men” here who would put me to death for treason; so I shall turn commentator today.

When we begin to learn in this way, we begin to learn the only true God and what kind of a being we have got to worship. When we know how to come to him, he begins to unfold the heavens to us and tell us all about it. When we are ready to come to him, he is ready to come to us.

Now I ask all who hear me why the learned men who are preaching salvation say that God created the heavens and the earth out of nothing. The reason is they are unlearned. They account it blasphemy to contradict the idea; they will call you a fool….The Holy Ghost within me comprehends more than all the world, and I will associate with him. The word create came from the word baurau; it does not mean to create out of nothing; it means to organize, the same as a man would organize materials to build a ship. Hence we infer that God had materials to organize the world out of chaos–chaotic matter, which is element, and in which dwells all the glory. Element had an existence from the time He had. The pure principles of element are principles that can never be destroyed; they may be organized and reorganized but not destroyed.

I have another subject to dwell upon. It is impossible for me to say everything I would like to say about it, but I shall touch upon it; time will not permit me to say all. I am referring to the resurrection of the dead–that is, the soul, the mind of man, the immortal spirit. All men say God created it in the beginning. The very idea lessens man in my estimation. I do not believe the doctrine; I know better. Hear it all ye ends of the world, for God has told me so. Before I get through, I will make a man appear a fool if he doesn’t believe it. I am going to tell of things more noble.

We say that God himself is a self-existing God. Who told you so? It is correct enough, but how did it get into your heads? Who told you that man did not exist in like manner upon the same principles? (Refers to the old Bible.) How does it read in the Hebrew? It doesn’t say so in the Hebrew; it says God made man out of the earth and put into him Adam’s spirit, and so he became a living body.

The mind of man is as immortal as God himself. I know that my testimony is true; hence, when I talk to these mourners, what have they lost? Their friends and relatives are separated from their bodies for only a short season; their spirits existed coequal with God, and they now exist in a place where they converse together, the same as we do on the earth. Is it logic to say that a spirit is immortal and yet has a beginning? Because if a spirit has a beginning, it will have an end. That is good logic. I want to reason further on the spirit of man, for I am dwelling on the spirit and body of man–on the subject of the dead. I take my ring from my finger and liken it unto the mind of man, the immortal spirit, because it has no beginning. Suppose I cut it in two; as the Lord lives, because it has a beginning, it would have an end. All the fools and learned and wise men from the beginning of creation who say that man had a beginning prove that he must have an end. If that were so, the doctrine of annihilation would be true. But if I am right, I might with boldness proclaim from the house tops that God never did have power to create the spirit of man at all. God himself could not create himself. Intelligence exists upon a self-existent principle; it is a spirit from age to age, and there is no creation about it. Moreover, all the spirits that God ever sent into the world are susceptible to enlargement.

Is this not considered part of the “fringe element?”  If so then I am happy to be associated with it.  Thank you for linking me to your aggregator, Mr. Bruno.

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Posted by on February 11, 2010 in Blogging, Language, Religion


Small Test

This site is an extension of one I’ve used for a couple of years on on blogger. Which do you like and why?

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Posted by on January 23, 2010 in Blogging


Xavier Update!

Xavier is staying with us!!!!! 

OK. The lights will be left on. The reference material will remain available. I did not realize that some of it was so difficult to find, or that people wanted it so much.

Thank you for the support and goodwill. All of you. Even the ones who think this is an overtly political blog. Even those who disagree but said thanks anyway. Yep, the lights will stay on. They just might not have an addition for a while.

This is great news.  Xavier was one of the first bloggers that I started reading on a regular basis, the first three being (in no particular order) Xavier, Kim Du Toit, and Tam.  Xavier is a wealth of knowledge on S&W revolvers and 1911-style pistols, as well as the overall purposes for concealed carry and the responsibilities that gun owners have. 

I’m happy that he’s decided to stay.

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Posted by on January 15, 2010 in Blogging, People, Really Excited


Xavier is Leaving Us

I began this blog out of anger at the New Orleans/Katrina firearms confiscations. I continued it because I felt I had a few things to say that would help others. I hung on past that point because people told me they enjoyed my writing.

It’s been a good run, thank you for your readership and friendship.

Xavier was one of the first bloggers that I began reading in 2007. I’m sad to see that the interwebs will lose him.

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Posted by on January 14, 2010 in Blogging, Life, People

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